Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts

Thursday, July 7, 2011

07.07.2011

wooo...so fast 7th of July dee...another day for me...the most exciting thing is that weekend is approaching...workload has been piling up...direction got abit lost as well as motivation..but i told myself not to be afraid..i will find my way out...hehe..so staying positive will always be the key! lets have a great week ahead yah! enjoy it to the fullest!

tomorrow everyone will be happy! TGIF!!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

mini minor updates for capturing month - November

november, the month of capturing...soon it's december..i like december much as it's christmas...the month full of decorations and joy...and Starbucks will have my favourite drinks with the snowflake cup!! yippie!!


lovely christmas decor isn't it?
 
my imagic tetikus!! yippie!!
 
3 fridays with ichiban boshi!!

went for mani and pedi retreat with ahjie: 
Christmas decor @ Farenheit 88
just another day with wonderful sky!
love shape chicken steak from Chilis:
afternoon drinking session with bee bee
my little popo monitoring me @ work!
ichiban boshi again!!
shopping with jie!!
just another editing tool:
erm..saw myself @ Ambank eh!!
another coffee retreat for myself:
Mee Mee's birthday gift:
hehehehhehe..playing with colleague's plant:
fuhhhh!! finally i transplanted all my greenies!! felt so happy and alive!!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Some updates for the month of July 2010

Some old updates..been focusing much on the pre orders that I have neglected my personal blog..not so good isn’t it…but if u r my FB fren, u will get updates there…let the pictures tell you the stories


We had 2 cakes in football design…3D cake oh…from Secret Recipe for birthday celebration in our department…cool isn’t it…


Then a farewell dinner with ah bee’s colleagues…suppose to go Chili’s…but then the table too small for all of us….so ended up at Mdm kwan’s loo….food so so only…dun relay like it…probably I was sick that time…aih…been sick for so long la…eat medicine also cannot recover…must rest rest and rest I think….


After the football fever…my department is now having foosball fever…we have few matches going round…I managed to get some great snapshots and videos…but not to be shared la…can show some without faces only..muahaahhaha..


Oh ya…saw this bag organizer from redmummy’s blog…super useful ler..i bought a blue one for myself…it fits perfectly in all my bags..lovey dovey…

Saw some photo editing links in July’s Cleo…haven’t try them out..maybe you all should check it out too.
http://www.fotoflexer.com/
http://www.pizap.com/
http://www.lunapic.com/
http://www.phixr.com/

and another thing is that..am now following on Xia Xue’s blog…seems very popular oh…

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Lost!! am i??

LOST?!? Am i?? am asking this question to myself...seems like am quite lost....i dunno what i want and what's my direction..need to find my way out...ya..

am lost in the jungle....hahhahha...no la..

lost somewhere that i feel pressure...i need to breakaway...having some personal time..having coffee and blogging my way...dun care la whether the english or malay or manglish sounds ok not....am not writing essay la wey!!! am blogging bout my feelings...

okok....sorry la...abit too emo ok...back to LOST...

erm....i feel that i'm losing confidence at work and business...not easy la....but i dun care...i wanna do it...i will need to find a proper way to weigh them properly and make them success!!! not easy though...get a bit of mentally tortured!

but what can i do??? cannot be giving up easily right?? if i give up, i can't reach the place where i wan to go and i can get wateva i want...so stay clear and things will work out their way...

thanks to my dearest for being there to support me...sometimes though he kept quiet...i know what he's thinking...just prefer that he would speak it out...kekkekeke....

kla...cannot blog too much in this entry dee... :P

enjoy ur day!!!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

SAMSUNG 3D TV ROCKS!!!!

wahhahaha...after dinner @ KLCC we walked around while waiting for time for movie...before dinner...i had my eye brow trimmed @ Shu Uemura....

then we past by BEST...tested the SAMSUNG 3D TV.....ROCKS man!! syiok syiok!! next time gonna have it in our room....best giler!!

check it out at http://www.samsung.com/my/3dtv/?pid=my_home_image1_3dtv_310310

Monday, March 29, 2010

monday bluesssss.....

knowing that monday is always blue, i wore red to office today...my 2nd hand Forever 21 top with black skirt...normal look only...but at least not blue though....cleared up quite some pending items today...having some little time on my own, i managed to get pictures for some latest items..check it out at my sales blog...
http://honeybee916sales.blogspot.com/

besides doing work, i kept thinking of having sales again for my customers...but then dunno what kind of sales....maybe you as my customer should feedback to me in order for me to improve huh...pls pls...really appreciate comments...and if possible, let me know your spending budget, your worries or event items that you would like to see here...nothing's wrong or right....all of us have right to comment...cheers!!

hope all of you have a great great day and week ahead..think positively so that there will neva be monday blues!! hurray!!

Duh....

a tiring sunday instead huh...successfully accomplish my sunday mission which was to open stall...though it wasn't quite a successful one but at least we sold some 2nd hand items...i was so demotivated that i threw tanthrum to my dear...sorry bee...really sorry....and i wanna thank you for being there with me all the time..muaks....having slight migraine, we decided to close earlier...we packed n went off bout 3.30pm...went home to unload some items before we went to have our car washed and went back to subang to unload some stocks..tired huh...i didn't say much in car cos was feeling dizzy...then we went to get some groceries and proceeded for dinner...after dinner..i dozed off in bed for an hour...too tired after medicine...hahahha....my sunday ended....boring isn't it...well...nvm..at least i've learnt something today...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

erm...sad sad

so fast sunday again...time to open stall again...erm...sad sad...today trying luck on selling pre loved items at ABC market at plaza mont kiara...try to clear off things at home...but then ppl here dun seems to even take a look...are they too rich tat they dun even wanna take a glance at second hand items? well...i dunno...if continue till evening no business, then confirm 2nd hand item is a NO NO here...have to try in amcorp instead, else gonna donate them away...kinda demotivated nowadays...anyway, not going to open stall next week...honeybee not free...no one gonna fetch me here...

been asking myself, is this small business helping? seems like lots of effort spend but earn a little...barely break even only...covering cost...think should consult ah mui for her ideas dee...cannot be so demotivated...else how to earn more money la..

Friday, March 26, 2010

Goor or Bad Day??

How did you had your thursday night??

me ah...having meeting the whole day then it rained heavily when it was time to go home..waited for awhile till the rain stopped, then took bus to wait for honeybee at his office..we then went to PJ to have dinner with ah mui...a nice one indeed though abit annoyed with the jam...

went home happily..i waited for honeybee to take his bath, when suddenly he called and said my turn, i tripped and fell to the floor...OUCH! knocked my head to the corner of the wall, legs on the floor and arms to the door...sangat sakit la...bruises everywhere and my head bengkak dee...luckily nothing else...

went to sleep after that...

today, friday...woke up and get ready to work though still in pain and a bit pening....came to work setup laptop dee i went to obriens to buy breakfast, on the way up, i accidentally poured the coffee on my hand...another OUCH....wat a night and a day...tonight wanna go see doctor loo...to check if something wrong with my head....still bengkak la...

despite all the pain, i felt so in love cos everyone cares for me...hugs all...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

to care or not to care??

aih...i also dunno...to care or not to care?? the more i see the more fed up i am...dunno what to say...but if i ask, i think i will scold her..the same goes to my beloved...i think he will act the same...but wat else tat we can do?? nothing loo?? we cannot do anything!! she has to take care of herself...all of us can do nothing la!!! wat should be said has been said...so now i better keep quiet..else i think i will scold her kau kau dee...please la..big enuf dee ok?????

Just some feelings

wow....i think it has becoming quite commercial huh...well well....this blog shall remain as part of my life blog...the sales thingy should falls back on http://honeybee916sales.blogspot.com/ huh...but eventually sometimes i do advertise here...

life has been busy for me in 2010...now march is coming to the end soon...which means Q1 is soon gonna be a past tense...what have you achieved then? time flies right? as for myself..there is a slight change in my careers...why with "s"? i have 2 though...one is the normal 8-5 work...the other is my personal business...things seems to pick up but in a slower mode...probably i should do more...i must thank those who have been with me all these while...hugs and muaks for supporting...especially my dear honeybee...no matter when, where, what and how..he's always there for me...though at times we seems to be ignorant...kekekke...

well well...continue with work 1st...gonna update more soon...hugssss

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

just a little note

Been very stressful lately. I think I am not who I am anymore. Nowadays seems that i wear several masks. Sometimes this mask for this occasion and other for another occasion. Why can't i be who i am? Why have i chnaged? It is better or worse that someone have grown wiser and more matured? I don't know. I can't even evaluate it myself. Besides all the feelings in within me, ppl ard me also seems to changed but to a total different situation that i used to face. Or is it only me that has been changing?
Aih..the more i think the worse it became. So i told myself not to think much. Things will eventually be better. Stay focus on my dreams which will be more practical and i could be more independant. By that i would be happier and of course honeybee would be as well.
Would like to thank honeybee, sis, ah jie, fellow friends and colleagues who have been supporting me all these while. Thanks all. Luv u all much. Not to worry bout me. I know what am doing. I am blogging it out just to release some stress.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Selected for NuffNang Tiger event

I am being selected for the event...but too bad i have to reject as I have fallen sick in this time of the year!! argghh!! so sad la cannot join them...really wish to join..anyway i wish all the participants the best ya..may all of you win a prize home for Chinese New Year!! Woohoo!!

Monday, January 25, 2010

Tired

it has been tiring weeks @ work...but nevertheless i did something for my own also...but life seems to be harder now..i've learn alot especially in my small biz..learn how to give and take...learn from others...learn to be patient...learn how to survive under the hot sun...learn how to tolerate...and lots more that i can list them down...it's not easy though...but i will not give up...people around me are not giving up on me..but all of them stood with me to support me...love u all much..muaks...really appreciate that....frens in need are really frens indeed...but despite those..there are some culprits..but i dun need to care too much...i will take them as a learning experience for me to grow wiser...isn't it?? kekekeke...

oh ya...i have started my personal blog which i post my daily feelings since 1 Jan 2010..but the blog is for invitation only..not meant for public..sorry ya people...

gtg for now...lots more to be done...cheers to all

Saturday, January 16, 2010

sorry!

sorry folks...i've been busy and lazy lately...so seldom share my thoughts here...just some updates for the beginning of 2010...manage to secure bazaar stall and started my offline business....though not earning much...but i've learnt more than what money could buy...i got all the support from my dearest and closest family members..thanks so much...i do appreciate them..but at times i might be rude as i think i don't know how to express them...am sorry if i've offended any of you...and not forgetting my frens, colleagues and customers for the support...hugs...besides this, am quite busy at work...got kind of demotivated at work at times...i find it more interesting on my own biz...hahaha...but work will remain as work...i have to sacrifice also....well well....i've learnt not to complain much but to take as opportunity to learn more....right? and also as for personal life...i think we both are becoming more matured...we do understand each other but at times we just kept quite...and am happy for honeybee for wat he has right now and a better future is on the way...i'll support him as long as he needs me to be....hugs...

Friday, January 1, 2010

My plants eh!

wua wua...my plants dying dee....erm...after few days of holiday they are dying...help!!!!

Monday, December 28, 2009

Countdown to 2010

erm...i keep thinking of my special day in 2010....muahhahah...looking forward to 10.10.10

despite that...am thinking if there would be any change in my working life?? will it be better or worse?? i dun wanna have boring working life...everyday stuck in jam...counting down to 5.15pm to off work...doing the same reporting and supporting work...will there be a change?? it has been 2 years and 3 months am in this company...but i didn't see any growth....it's so stagnant which make me feel so demotivated....with the people and working attitude...i feel more & more irritated...especially when it come to how people threat each other...the more you know...the more fed up you will be...

okok enuf of corporate stories.....now back to my own resolutions....i have a long list i guess...but priority should be given to those important ones and which could help me to be stronger!!

2010 resloutions:
- to travel for at least once a year (bee gonna kill me for this)
- to join bazaar at least once a month
- to get a 18-200mm lens or 18-135mm lens
- to have a great party on 10.10.10
- to earn more money (thru my own biz, of course)
- to be more healthy and prettier (haha................and younger)
- to improve on blogging skills (learning)
- to improve on photo shooting and editing
- to spend lesser and save more (wohoo!!)

Monday, December 21, 2009

POTONG dee......my new hair cut


before hair cut...gonna miss my hair...but it's time to POTONG them....getting lots of dried split ends...arggghhhh

bubye my curls...see you in 2010 ya!
tah daaaaa....my new hair style and new look...comment pls...

additional (26/12/09):